The life of a Brown Girl!

Hello amazing human beings out there!! How are you all doing? Have you ever been in a situation where you have dreamt about something all your life and when it finally come true, you felt disappointed as its not what you expected it to be? 4years ago when I went abroad for my studies that's how I felt. All my life, since I was a little girl, I wanted to go abroad for my higher studies and may be settle in later on. Its not because I don't love my country or anything but all those movies and TV shows I watched as a kid made me think its going to be amazing.When I finally got the chance to do it, I didn't like that at all. I thought I was prepared for it as that's what I wanted all my life.But Oh Boy! How wrong and immature was I to even think like that. You never know how it is until you experience it yourself. I used to fantasize how its going to be living abroad, all by my self, in a perfect dorm room or an apartment, doing my laundry, cooking whatever I want and ea

  Hello amazing humans out there!! How are you all doing? As much as I love to write more often, sometimes I get carried away with life. With everything getting back to our new normal, I might not be able to write more often, but I would like to thank each and everyone who has stuck with me since the very beginning and the support you've given me. Last few months as I had some extra time with me, I got a chance to think about many things in life, which I never had the time to do before. One thing I realized is that I tempt to live in the past rather than in the moment. Okay let me explain. I find my self stuck in past memories more often than enjoying what I have now. For an example, I think about great conversations I had with my Mother, when I could have more conversations with my Father while I still can. I don't know who else is feeling like that, but I think I'm not alone in this. As much as its good to think about those memories and sometimes re-live in those, its ver