How have you been? It’s been so long since we’ve been in contact!
I don't know whether I'm not comfortable saying this, but I've tried writing this post quite few times this last couple of weeks.
I came across this saying which says, "WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WEREN'T AFRAID?" and I could not get that thing off my head. I have so many things that I would like to do in this life; the only thing that keep me from doing those is the fear inside of me. Then I thought, what am I really afraid of? Its the feeling of been failed that I'm afraid of. I have failed so many times in my life and I'm afraid to fail anymore. Is that fear worth of not doing things that I really wanna do?
If you told me, last year that I'll be writing this blog now, I probably wouldn't have believed you. I'm very shy as a person when it comes to things like public speaking, showing off my talents and things like that.(now my close friends and family will not agree with me here, but trust me I'm still shy in so many ways but I'm comfortable enough to be a fool in front of you guys) I'd like to call myself an introvert, who is extroverted when I'm with "my people."(If you know what I mean😜) I take much time than average to get adjusted to people when I first meet them. Even before I start an actual conversation with them, I have a little practice conversation in my head.(now you all might think I'm weird 🤪, but aren't we all?😝)
First of all, I don't even know how I started this blog but when I eventually did, I had zero confidence and agitated to the point of distraught. This was a huge leap for me. Just like this there are other things that I'd like to do. Some are already figured out and some aren't. I promise I won't name those and make this any more boring than what it is already. What I wanna say is, in many a times its you who is gonna limit yourself from achieving those goals and dreams you wanna achieve. It is you who is standing in between you and your dreams and goals. Why are you letting that fear control you? If you fail at whatever you wanted to do, so what? Get yourself back together ans go on. If its not working, go do something else. DON'T LIMIT YOURSELF! Don't let fear keep you from doing what you wanna do.
I'll finish this with a quote that I came across today,
"When it's over, I want to say: all my life I was a bride married to amazement. I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms."
LOVE YOU ALL!!
YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING!!
STAND TALL AND BE CONFIDENT!!
PS:- Don't forget to wear a mask when you go out and always stay safe!!